Monday, October 16, 2006
Nashville...
Headed to Nashville today. Going to see the friend about a job that I mentioned in the update letter. Also going to stay the night with Chris and Dwight (even though that isn't really her name anymore). Pray for safety, wisdom, and a great time reconnecting.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Retreat...
I'm in the midst of a type of spiritual retreat. I'm seeking the Lord and trusting he'll not only come but speak. I need him to speak clearly as I'm not always good at listening. Join me in praying. Ask that God will meet me. Ask that he will speak clearly. Ask that he will change a heart. Ask for grace as I may try to fight. Ask for peace as I deal with heartache. Ask for patience as I wait. Ask for wisdom as I decipher his message.
Thanks!!
Thanks!!
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Home, I Guess...
I'm back in the States. It is hard to believe. We moved houses when I turned sixteen. It was tough. But it transitioned me. No longer was home a building. Home became about people - my family. As my family continued to move over the years, the house never mattered. My family was home. The more I move the more my family grows. I use that word like Africans would now. No one could ever replace my blood family, yet I've learned perhaps what it means to be the family of God as I've acquired new family. These new memebers aren't connected by blood or by marriage; they are connected by love, by spirit, by God.
Still my family is home. That continues to change as we all move. It is weird now as I sit at a computer and type in my parents house, but they don't live here. Three of the five of us are still in Africa. Two of us are now here. I'm not sure where I may settle, but one day I guess I will. I don't really expect it to be here.
As I was leaving Africa I would tell the people there that I now have two homes. I am of course from America. Yet I left not only part of my family in Africa; I left part of my heart there. I love that continent. I love those people. Part of me will always be in Africa.
Pray for me as I seek the future. Where will I live? Who will it be with? Where will I find community? Pray for me as I mourn, yet rejoice. Pray for me as I recoup and readjust. Pray for me.
Still my family is home. That continues to change as we all move. It is weird now as I sit at a computer and type in my parents house, but they don't live here. Three of the five of us are still in Africa. Two of us are now here. I'm not sure where I may settle, but one day I guess I will. I don't really expect it to be here.
As I was leaving Africa I would tell the people there that I now have two homes. I am of course from America. Yet I left not only part of my family in Africa; I left part of my heart there. I love that continent. I love those people. Part of me will always be in Africa.
Pray for me as I seek the future. Where will I live? Who will it be with? Where will I find community? Pray for me as I mourn, yet rejoice. Pray for me as I recoup and readjust. Pray for me.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
African Traveler...
Been meening to write and update all of you. But Mom and Dad have kept me swamped. I've been on the road since hitting Zambia two weeks ago. It has been such a great time with the parents. Tomorrow morning I head out for Tanzania. A week with Whitney. Then I'm back to the other side of the pond. Thanks for the continued prayers.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
First Day of the Last Week...
The last week here started with a bang! Several of us went to a town four or five hours away. We took both colleagues and nationals. We went to have a play trip. I went for another purpose also.
Three years ago or so, my friend Mark encouraged me to sponsor a Compassion kid. I did. When I looked for one I wanted one from this country and that shared my birthday. I found Ali. He turns twelve this month. He is a cute kid. I’ll put some pictures of him on the side.
Thursday, exactly one week from my leave, I went to see him and his family. They live about thirty minutes from the town we were in. Dempsey, a Compassion worker, went with me. I also took my friend Tarakegn along. We went and visited the project. Ali showed up just behind us. He was dressed in a green suit and toted some flowers along with him. He was pretty shy. I began to greet him and ask him some questions in his own language. I think he was a bit shocked by that.
For a while he and I sat with the others as they told us about the work of Compassion in this country. It was good to hear what happens with the money I send there every month. I got to meet the people that work with Ali. Then came my favorite part.
We left the project and drove down this small dirt road deeper into the town. Eventually we stopped. We were at his house. A crowd of people was gathered in the front yard. I greeted several of them as we entered the gate and approached the house. I met Ali’s parents, Misbah and Zemzem. I met his brothers – Tyudean, Sadaam, and Rayad. Ty is six. Sadaam is 3. Rayad is 9 months old. According to Dempsey this family is a little better off than the typical family. They had a nice house – it is two rooms and probably 10 people live in it. They have no electricity. They have a cow and few sheep. They must own some chickens because a few kept coming in the house and running around our feet as we talked. Yet they own no land to farm on. Better off than most means Misbah (32 years old) is able to bring home 250kg a year of the grain he grows for other people. Zemzem (24-27 years old) sells onions in the local market. Two days a week she brings home equivalency of a dollar or two. They are well off in comparison to many people that live in this country.
Ali is a good student who likes to play football (soccer). It was so good to see them. Dempsey told me the typical house visit lasts less than an hour. We were there two or three. It was so cool to be able to talk to them some and only use the translators when I needed. We shared for a while together. They brought us each a piece of bread and a cup of hot tea. Compassion projects here choose 20% of their people from the partner church. The other 80% is outside the church. Ali and his family are of the 80%. They are a Muslim family.
I asked Ali to tell me about his typical day. He wakes at 7 and gets ready for school. From 8-12 he goes to school. The Compassion kids go to a school on the church compound that runs Compassion. He comes home for lunch at 12 and changes out of his school uniform. After lunch until 6 he takes care of the animals his family owns. He comes home at six to help take care of his three younger brothers. He studies by the light of a lantern from 9-11 before going to bed. I asked him if he would sing me his favorite song. He stood and smiled. He sang us a song about Jesus. Pretty amazing this little Muslim boy can pick any song he wants, and he picks one about Jesus.
Then I asked Misbah, Ali’s father, to do the same. He wakes at 6. He feeds the animals, eats, cleans up, and heads out to plow the field. He works the field until 1. In the afternoon he helps care for the kids so that Zemzem can sell her onions at the market. At six he puts the animals in their place for the night. They eat dinner and talk together before going to bed at 11.
I told Misbah that I am a man who believes in God. I pray to God and I want to pray for his family. I told him that I believe God answers our prayers and I asked him what I could pray for. He is such a humble man. Dempsey told me as soon as some one asks this most will start saying they need a new house, or new clothes, or a cow. Misbah said, “I want my kids to be able to get a good education and be healthy.” Repeatedly, he said he wanted his kids to be happy, and healthy, and educated. Eventually he did mention it would be nice to have electricity so the kids could study easier. Then he told us about Tyudean.
About a month ago he hurt his leg. The doctor gave them some cream for it. His leg healed, but something happened to his body. This six year old will on occasion have the entire left side of his body go paralyzed. They don’t know what is wrong with him and don’t know how to fix it. The paralysis also messes with his eyes and his vision. Ali teared up as Misbah told us about Tyudean.
I told Misbah I was impressed by how much he loved his children. I asked if I could tell him a story. I told him the story of Abraham. I told him how God answered Abraham’s prayers and gave him Ishmael and Isaac. I told him how much Abraham loved his children, but how he loved God even more. I told him that if we would continue to be faithful to God he would bless us. I told him God loved him and his children and wanted to bless them very much.
Their family is beautiful. Misbah amazed me when he asked me a question. He said, “How are Mark and Jason?” “Who?” I asked. “You wrote about them in one of your letters.” (I’ll be honest; I have sent very few letters in the last three years. That will change!!) I realized he was asking about my two best friends. I told him they were well. I told him I would send some pictures of them and my family. Then I remembered I had some. I knelt down on the dirt floor beside Misbah. I made sure Zemzem and the boys could see as I showed them pictures on my palm pilot. I showed them Mark and his new wife. I showed the Jason and Christy. I showed them Amy and Chris. I showed them my family. They had the biggest smiles on their face as we talked about the people I love.
My prayer is that Ali and his family will come to be followers of the way. Misbah has five brothers all living in the same village with him. Zemzem has three brothers and two sisters – they too all live in Kuyira. They could be responsible for leading an entire village to faith. I pray a miracle will heal Tyudean. I pray God will win Ali and eventually his father, and mother, and brothers, and all of their family.
What a great beginning to my final week!!
Three years ago or so, my friend Mark encouraged me to sponsor a Compassion kid. I did. When I looked for one I wanted one from this country and that shared my birthday. I found Ali. He turns twelve this month. He is a cute kid. I’ll put some pictures of him on the side.
Thursday, exactly one week from my leave, I went to see him and his family. They live about thirty minutes from the town we were in. Dempsey, a Compassion worker, went with me. I also took my friend Tarakegn along. We went and visited the project. Ali showed up just behind us. He was dressed in a green suit and toted some flowers along with him. He was pretty shy. I began to greet him and ask him some questions in his own language. I think he was a bit shocked by that.
For a while he and I sat with the others as they told us about the work of Compassion in this country. It was good to hear what happens with the money I send there every month. I got to meet the people that work with Ali. Then came my favorite part.
We left the project and drove down this small dirt road deeper into the town. Eventually we stopped. We were at his house. A crowd of people was gathered in the front yard. I greeted several of them as we entered the gate and approached the house. I met Ali’s parents, Misbah and Zemzem. I met his brothers – Tyudean, Sadaam, and Rayad. Ty is six. Sadaam is 3. Rayad is 9 months old. According to Dempsey this family is a little better off than the typical family. They had a nice house – it is two rooms and probably 10 people live in it. They have no electricity. They have a cow and few sheep. They must own some chickens because a few kept coming in the house and running around our feet as we talked. Yet they own no land to farm on. Better off than most means Misbah (32 years old) is able to bring home 250kg a year of the grain he grows for other people. Zemzem (24-27 years old) sells onions in the local market. Two days a week she brings home equivalency of a dollar or two. They are well off in comparison to many people that live in this country.
Ali is a good student who likes to play football (soccer). It was so good to see them. Dempsey told me the typical house visit lasts less than an hour. We were there two or three. It was so cool to be able to talk to them some and only use the translators when I needed. We shared for a while together. They brought us each a piece of bread and a cup of hot tea. Compassion projects here choose 20% of their people from the partner church. The other 80% is outside the church. Ali and his family are of the 80%. They are a Muslim family.
I asked Ali to tell me about his typical day. He wakes at 7 and gets ready for school. From 8-12 he goes to school. The Compassion kids go to a school on the church compound that runs Compassion. He comes home for lunch at 12 and changes out of his school uniform. After lunch until 6 he takes care of the animals his family owns. He comes home at six to help take care of his three younger brothers. He studies by the light of a lantern from 9-11 before going to bed. I asked him if he would sing me his favorite song. He stood and smiled. He sang us a song about Jesus. Pretty amazing this little Muslim boy can pick any song he wants, and he picks one about Jesus.
Then I asked Misbah, Ali’s father, to do the same. He wakes at 6. He feeds the animals, eats, cleans up, and heads out to plow the field. He works the field until 1. In the afternoon he helps care for the kids so that Zemzem can sell her onions at the market. At six he puts the animals in their place for the night. They eat dinner and talk together before going to bed at 11.
I told Misbah that I am a man who believes in God. I pray to God and I want to pray for his family. I told him that I believe God answers our prayers and I asked him what I could pray for. He is such a humble man. Dempsey told me as soon as some one asks this most will start saying they need a new house, or new clothes, or a cow. Misbah said, “I want my kids to be able to get a good education and be healthy.” Repeatedly, he said he wanted his kids to be happy, and healthy, and educated. Eventually he did mention it would be nice to have electricity so the kids could study easier. Then he told us about Tyudean.
About a month ago he hurt his leg. The doctor gave them some cream for it. His leg healed, but something happened to his body. This six year old will on occasion have the entire left side of his body go paralyzed. They don’t know what is wrong with him and don’t know how to fix it. The paralysis also messes with his eyes and his vision. Ali teared up as Misbah told us about Tyudean.
I told Misbah I was impressed by how much he loved his children. I asked if I could tell him a story. I told him the story of Abraham. I told him how God answered Abraham’s prayers and gave him Ishmael and Isaac. I told him how much Abraham loved his children, but how he loved God even more. I told him that if we would continue to be faithful to God he would bless us. I told him God loved him and his children and wanted to bless them very much.
Their family is beautiful. Misbah amazed me when he asked me a question. He said, “How are Mark and Jason?” “Who?” I asked. “You wrote about them in one of your letters.” (I’ll be honest; I have sent very few letters in the last three years. That will change!!) I realized he was asking about my two best friends. I told him they were well. I told him I would send some pictures of them and my family. Then I remembered I had some. I knelt down on the dirt floor beside Misbah. I made sure Zemzem and the boys could see as I showed them pictures on my palm pilot. I showed them Mark and his new wife. I showed the Jason and Christy. I showed them Amy and Chris. I showed them my family. They had the biggest smiles on their face as we talked about the people I love.
My prayer is that Ali and his family will come to be followers of the way. Misbah has five brothers all living in the same village with him. Zemzem has three brothers and two sisters – they too all live in Kuyira. They could be responsible for leading an entire village to faith. I pray a miracle will heal Tyudean. I pray God will win Ali and eventually his father, and mother, and brothers, and all of their family.
What a great beginning to my final week!!
Homecoming Community...
The last week has begun. A group of us gather together here once a week. We meet together in a home. We break bread together, we sing praises together, we enjoy each others presence, we pray together, we discuss scripture together. Last night was my last. It will be tough to transition to a different model in the States. I grew up in the traditional western church model. It is responsible for my roots. It is responsible for helping me get where I am today. But it will be hard to go back to it.
When I read Acts, I see the church of Jesus’ followers. They met in homes. They shared meals. They shared life. They worshipped together and played together. They laughed and cried together. They lived the life of Christ together. Seems we’ve lost some of that in the west. It makes me sad that those who don’t follow the master seem to understand his ideas of community better than those of us who do follow him.
I watch shows like “Friends.” Sure, there is evidence of a life motivated by something other than Christ. But they loved one another the way Christians are called to love people. I’ve become a big fan of the movie version of the musical “Rent.” A Christian magazine I like slammed it. They felt it “promoted homosexuality.” In my opinion it didn’t. It showed it as a real thing that happens in our world. I’d like to see believers come to a place of knowing how to love the gay community the way Christ would. There is a scene in the movie at a cemetery. It touches me. I watch how this group lives family. They love one another, through thick and thin. They hurt when they have to be away from one another. They rejoice at chances to be together.
As the States move closer and closer to my reality I long to find community like this. I had it once. I still have those guys; we just live in different places now. Two are in Thailand, two are in Baltimore, two are in Tennessee, and who knows where I’ll be (or when I’ll find the other half of my pair!). I enter the States differently than ever before. I won’t be with my best friends. I won’t be with my parents. My sister is gone. I enter a changed person. Those most responsible for participating in my changing won’t be around me. It will be a stretch. I’ll have to learn again how to live life. But it is all part of the journey. And oh how I love the journey.
When I read Acts, I see the church of Jesus’ followers. They met in homes. They shared meals. They shared life. They worshipped together and played together. They laughed and cried together. They lived the life of Christ together. Seems we’ve lost some of that in the west. It makes me sad that those who don’t follow the master seem to understand his ideas of community better than those of us who do follow him.
I watch shows like “Friends.” Sure, there is evidence of a life motivated by something other than Christ. But they loved one another the way Christians are called to love people. I’ve become a big fan of the movie version of the musical “Rent.” A Christian magazine I like slammed it. They felt it “promoted homosexuality.” In my opinion it didn’t. It showed it as a real thing that happens in our world. I’d like to see believers come to a place of knowing how to love the gay community the way Christ would. There is a scene in the movie at a cemetery. It touches me. I watch how this group lives family. They love one another, through thick and thin. They hurt when they have to be away from one another. They rejoice at chances to be together.
As the States move closer and closer to my reality I long to find community like this. I had it once. I still have those guys; we just live in different places now. Two are in Thailand, two are in Baltimore, two are in Tennessee, and who knows where I’ll be (or when I’ll find the other half of my pair!). I enter the States differently than ever before. I won’t be with my best friends. I won’t be with my parents. My sister is gone. I enter a changed person. Those most responsible for participating in my changing won’t be around me. It will be a stretch. I’ll have to learn again how to live life. But it is all part of the journey. And oh how I love the journey.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Answers...
Your faithful prayers are being heard and answered. Good things are beginning to surface regarding some opportunities in the States. I’ll be working on a resume soon so that I can seek work that is a fit with my passions and desires.
Things here are wrapping up so well. I never expected this. I expected to be overwhelmed with tasks over my last weeks. Those are coming to a close quickly. I’ll be able to spend the end of my time in relationships. That is key here. I’ll be able to be with both nationals and coworkers. It will be such a blessing as I leave this place.
Ask that these relationships and times together will be anointed. Ask that everything will continue to fall in line.
Praise him that I have felt a peace again in the last few days that was missing at the beginning of the week. I used to meet with some brothers weekly and ask the question, “Has anything this week robbed you of your joy?” The answer is a resounding yes! But in the last day or two I have regained that joy. The Father is faithful!!
Things here are wrapping up so well. I never expected this. I expected to be overwhelmed with tasks over my last weeks. Those are coming to a close quickly. I’ll be able to spend the end of my time in relationships. That is key here. I’ll be able to be with both nationals and coworkers. It will be such a blessing as I leave this place.
Ask that these relationships and times together will be anointed. Ask that everything will continue to fall in line.
Praise him that I have felt a peace again in the last few days that was missing at the beginning of the week. I used to meet with some brothers weekly and ask the question, “Has anything this week robbed you of your joy?” The answer is a resounding yes! But in the last day or two I have regained that joy. The Father is faithful!!
Monday, August 21, 2006
Help Wanted...
My heart hurts...bad!
I'm nearing the two week point. I have lots to get done. I can't wait to see my family. I've been excited about some of the possibilities my journey back to the States holds.
I'm ready to go; but it is getting harder. Add to that, some of my possibilities in the States crashed in the last few days. Not sure what to be excited about right now.
I'm working myself as hard as I can. If I stay busy I forget I'm hurting...for a moment or two.
I could use all the prayers you can muster these days. I'm not functioning well. I don't like life this way.
See some of you very soon.
I'm nearing the two week point. I have lots to get done. I can't wait to see my family. I've been excited about some of the possibilities my journey back to the States holds.
I'm ready to go; but it is getting harder. Add to that, some of my possibilities in the States crashed in the last few days. Not sure what to be excited about right now.
I'm working myself as hard as I can. If I stay busy I forget I'm hurting...for a moment or two.
I could use all the prayers you can muster these days. I'm not functioning well. I don't like life this way.
See some of you very soon.
Friday, August 18, 2006
Reality Sets In...
I got hit hard this week. I took a trip to the countryside. We had a great trip. We visited a nomadic tribe and camped out with them overnight. The next day was a full day of driving. We drove to a town in the mountains I had been to a couple times before.
The drive was beautiful. It was the first time I had been on some of those roads. I was able to take lots of pictures. I’ll get some posted soon.
On the drive a colleague asked a question. “What will you miss the most when you go?” I didn’t really know the answer. I spent a few minutes thinking about it and then mentioned a couple things. I’ll miss the slow pace of life. I’ll miss my coworkers. I’ll miss being a part of the work we have started recently. I’ll miss the people’s hospitality. I’ll miss the coffee and the hours in cafes. I’ll miss my friends. I’ll miss lots.
I assume I won’t understand all I am going to miss until I’m gone. It was that way when I left the States too. I had ideas of what I would miss. I realized what I truly missed when I began to live life here.
But the question messed me up. It made it a reality that three weeks from today I’ll be in
Also remember me as I travel to
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Pictures and Farewells...
Been swamped around here. I just spent a great week with some volunteers in the countryside. They were all alot of fun. We sent 11 back to the states last night. It was hard to see them go. I'm a bit lonely today.
Some new pics are on the side bar.
Some new pics are on the side bar.
Friday, July 14, 2006
A Brother Stumbles...
A friend has fallen. About six months ago his wife left him. Her family doesn’t like him much so they convinced her to leave the country. The two talk on the phone and email occasionally, but he is clearly a broken man. He isn’t even a shell of who I knew a few months ago. His fire is gone; his joy is gone; his passion is gone.
I confess I forgot him. I stood beside him at the airport the day she left. Then I disappeared into my own life. I got caught up in my stress and my own busyness. I can’t believe I left him, but I did. I regret that I left my friend in his time of need.
His mourning has caused him to make some bad decisions. He works with us at a center we have. He runs the place. I guess more appropriate is he ran the place. It came to our attention in the last couple weeks that he was possible making calls to his wife on our dime. Then we found out he might be stealing some money. We hoped and prayed we were wrong. We looked for any other option. It became clear there was none.
This week my boss, with the help of two colleagues, confronted the situation. Our prayer had become not that we were wrong but that it could be handled well. It happened. He confessed to everything immediately. He stood up as a broken man, but an honest one. He had integrity in confessing his wrong doing. He chose to resign from his position.
My boss drove our broken friend home and prayed with him and shared scripture with him. He told him he was loved. He demanded that he not flee from us. I hope we keep our friend. This type of shame usually runs people off. I hope God allows him to stay in our midst.
Remember my friend. Ask that his wife will come home. Ask that he will again discover who he is and who he has been created to become. Pray that he will cling to his faith and that it will bring him out of this place he resides in.
I confess I forgot him. I stood beside him at the airport the day she left. Then I disappeared into my own life. I got caught up in my stress and my own busyness. I can’t believe I left him, but I did. I regret that I left my friend in his time of need.
His mourning has caused him to make some bad decisions. He works with us at a center we have. He runs the place. I guess more appropriate is he ran the place. It came to our attention in the last couple weeks that he was possible making calls to his wife on our dime. Then we found out he might be stealing some money. We hoped and prayed we were wrong. We looked for any other option. It became clear there was none.
This week my boss, with the help of two colleagues, confronted the situation. Our prayer had become not that we were wrong but that it could be handled well. It happened. He confessed to everything immediately. He stood up as a broken man, but an honest one. He had integrity in confessing his wrong doing. He chose to resign from his position.
My boss drove our broken friend home and prayed with him and shared scripture with him. He told him he was loved. He demanded that he not flee from us. I hope we keep our friend. This type of shame usually runs people off. I hope God allows him to stay in our midst.
Remember my friend. Ask that his wife will come home. Ask that he will again discover who he is and who he has been created to become. Pray that he will cling to his faith and that it will bring him out of this place he resides in.
Tickets...
Monday I went to book tickets. It was a bit like booking tickets for a vacation though. I set up plans to see my parents and my sister in the countries they now live in. (Whit goes August 2nd.) I got those set. And even though that is when I’ll quit my work here it didn’t carry much finality. It makes the most sense for me to fly roundtrip from here. So I’ll be back on the night of September 27, for one day.
Then Tuesday morning the others showed up. Our business manager is booking my stateside tickets. My itinerary was in my inbox Tuesday morning. It was a bit tough. It carried plenty of finality and way to much weight. I haven’t quite been myself since. It hurts to think of leaving.
It is odd. I am ready. I’m ready for a new adventure. I’m ready for discovering what is next. I’m ready to find people I will spend the next stage of life with. But it also hurts to leave a place I love. I left my hometown when I graduated…it carried finality. I left my college town when I graduated…again it made sense. I left my grad school town when I finished. All of these are times that it makes sense to go on. Everything for me had finished there. Now of course I still had family when I left my hometown, but my responsibilities, etc. were over.
I leave here and things don’t end. The work continues; I just leave it. The lost are still lost and those being discipled are still I process. My team stays hard at work and September 8th looks just like September 7th for them. But for me it doesn’t. For me my time here ends but my life here continues.
I read a book once that said once you go to Africa it gets in your blood. You may hate it or you may love it; but it never goes away. It got in my blood in the summer of 2003. Now it is more than in my blood; it is like a piece of me that I will always carry. Physically leaving will be hard, but I’m ready. At the same time I’ll never leave this place. An even more amazing part is Africa didn’t stop with me. It got Mom and Dad; it got Whitney. I hope it isn’t done grabbing hold of my loved ones.
Then Tuesday morning the others showed up. Our business manager is booking my stateside tickets. My itinerary was in my inbox Tuesday morning. It was a bit tough. It carried plenty of finality and way to much weight. I haven’t quite been myself since. It hurts to think of leaving.
It is odd. I am ready. I’m ready for a new adventure. I’m ready for discovering what is next. I’m ready to find people I will spend the next stage of life with. But it also hurts to leave a place I love. I left my hometown when I graduated…it carried finality. I left my college town when I graduated…again it made sense. I left my grad school town when I finished. All of these are times that it makes sense to go on. Everything for me had finished there. Now of course I still had family when I left my hometown, but my responsibilities, etc. were over.
I leave here and things don’t end. The work continues; I just leave it. The lost are still lost and those being discipled are still I process. My team stays hard at work and September 8th looks just like September 7th for them. But for me it doesn’t. For me my time here ends but my life here continues.
I read a book once that said once you go to Africa it gets in your blood. You may hate it or you may love it; but it never goes away. It got in my blood in the summer of 2003. Now it is more than in my blood; it is like a piece of me that I will always carry. Physically leaving will be hard, but I’m ready. At the same time I’ll never leave this place. An even more amazing part is Africa didn’t stop with me. It got Mom and Dad; it got Whitney. I hope it isn’t done grabbing hold of my loved ones.
A Weekend Away...
Weeks are flying by. It is hard to believe they are going as quickly as they are. Last weekend we had a fun trip to the countryside. Fifteen of us went. I took two teams of volunteers, two colleagues and a national friend. The trip started a bit rough. We were a little worried about one of the vehicles because of a strange noise it had been making. We stopped to fill up just outside of town. As we left the gas station on of the cars stopped running. It sputtered to a stop and quit in the middle of the road.
We gathered together and pushed it off the street. We kept trying to start it with no luck. I couldn’t figure out what the problem was…then it hit me. “Did we put gas or diesel in this car?” This vehicle happens to be the only one we have that runs on gasoline. I got out the receipt and either it was written wrong or we got diesel.
Now I wasn’t driving this car but I know how difficult a process it is. At the station there are two pumps one says “Gasoil” the other says “Regular.” A majority of vehicles in the country are diesel, so which is regular? Well we goofed up. I called another colleague to ask what to do in the situation. He told me we would have to drain the tank and start again. We found another gas station that helped us through the process. We were now quite a bit behind schedule…good we were living in a place where that is not only accepted, but expected.
We finally got there and then all the hotels were full. Finally on our fifth attempt we found a place to stay. It was exactly what we had hoped for. There are very distinct calibers of hotels in this country. This was exactly “middle of the road” and about $10 per night. The only flaw, lots of mosquitoes, but they had nets so it was fine.
It really was a great weekend. I’ve put some pics on the side. Enjoy!
We gathered together and pushed it off the street. We kept trying to start it with no luck. I couldn’t figure out what the problem was…then it hit me. “Did we put gas or diesel in this car?” This vehicle happens to be the only one we have that runs on gasoline. I got out the receipt and either it was written wrong or we got diesel.
Now I wasn’t driving this car but I know how difficult a process it is. At the station there are two pumps one says “Gasoil” the other says “Regular.” A majority of vehicles in the country are diesel, so which is regular? Well we goofed up. I called another colleague to ask what to do in the situation. He told me we would have to drain the tank and start again. We found another gas station that helped us through the process. We were now quite a bit behind schedule…good we were living in a place where that is not only accepted, but expected.
We finally got there and then all the hotels were full. Finally on our fifth attempt we found a place to stay. It was exactly what we had hoped for. There are very distinct calibers of hotels in this country. This was exactly “middle of the road” and about $10 per night. The only flaw, lots of mosquitoes, but they had nets so it was fine.
It really was a great weekend. I’ve put some pics on the side. Enjoy!
Friday, July 07, 2006
Good Days and Bad...
Been a while, I know.
So much has been going on. My bosses stayed gone for almost six weeks. I was swamped with trying to handle my work and some of theirs. But I really enjoyed it. I was able to really lead out on some things. I was probably most satisfied with my work during those weeks than any other time since I’ve been here.
We currently have 21 volunteers here working with us. Two will leave next week. Five more come just afterwards. Then by the first week of August they are all gone. So much great work is happening. They are pouring their lives into the nationals here. Great relationships are being built and nurtured. The volunteers are also a lot of fun. It has been very encouraging having them around. It will be hard to see them all go.
Speaking of going…I’ve got right about two months left here. It is crazy. I’m filled with mixed emotions. I’m ready to go and find out what is next in life. But it is also tough to leave this place. I love this place and these people. I am knee deep in so much work. It is hard to leave it behind. I know I have to trust the king to handle all that remains. “He” is able!
It was just a week ago although it seems like much longer. I had a day that will go down as a least favorite. I was in the car with 7 volunteers. We were going up the hill to a mountain that overlooks the city. In route, we had some trouble. A lot of people were on the street as always. Out of the corner of my eye I saw two children pop out from in front of a parked car in front of me. I jerked the wheel quickly to the left. They never even saw me.
Less than a second later I heard a thud. “Did we just hit something?” was the question asked from someone with me. “Yeah, two kids,” I responded. I was wrong. It was only one. He had not seen me and walked right into the side of my moving van. The police came and we took the boy to see a doctor. The doctor told me he was fine and gave me an antibiotic to fight infection. He had a big not above his left eye, but no other problems. His sister was with him and thankfully was fine.
It wasn’t one of my favorite days to say the least. I do however rejoice that everyone was okay!
Gotta go to the grocery. My houseworker is trying to make me some lasagna and cookies. She needs some stuff.
So much has been going on. My bosses stayed gone for almost six weeks. I was swamped with trying to handle my work and some of theirs. But I really enjoyed it. I was able to really lead out on some things. I was probably most satisfied with my work during those weeks than any other time since I’ve been here.
We currently have 21 volunteers here working with us. Two will leave next week. Five more come just afterwards. Then by the first week of August they are all gone. So much great work is happening. They are pouring their lives into the nationals here. Great relationships are being built and nurtured. The volunteers are also a lot of fun. It has been very encouraging having them around. It will be hard to see them all go.
Speaking of going…I’ve got right about two months left here. It is crazy. I’m filled with mixed emotions. I’m ready to go and find out what is next in life. But it is also tough to leave this place. I love this place and these people. I am knee deep in so much work. It is hard to leave it behind. I know I have to trust the king to handle all that remains. “He” is able!
It was just a week ago although it seems like much longer. I had a day that will go down as a least favorite. I was in the car with 7 volunteers. We were going up the hill to a mountain that overlooks the city. In route, we had some trouble. A lot of people were on the street as always. Out of the corner of my eye I saw two children pop out from in front of a parked car in front of me. I jerked the wheel quickly to the left. They never even saw me.
Less than a second later I heard a thud. “Did we just hit something?” was the question asked from someone with me. “Yeah, two kids,” I responded. I was wrong. It was only one. He had not seen me and walked right into the side of my moving van. The police came and we took the boy to see a doctor. The doctor told me he was fine and gave me an antibiotic to fight infection. He had a big not above his left eye, but no other problems. His sister was with him and thankfully was fine.
It wasn’t one of my favorite days to say the least. I do however rejoice that everyone was okay!
Gotta go to the grocery. My houseworker is trying to make me some lasagna and cookies. She needs some stuff.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Volunteer Team and Seeds...
Our first team of volunteers has arrived and we are now knee deep in getting them ready to teach next week. We picked them up at 1am Friday morning. We slept for a few hours then hit it hard Friday. We have a full day again today.
Remember my colleagues and I as we get them oriented and acclimated to this new place. Remember the students as they prepare to teach classes. They will all be teaching at colleges here in the city. It will be a great chance for us to build new relationships and sow the seed broadly.
Last night some of our team and the volunteers met before the throne together. We talked about a chapter of Matt. The story of the sower is their goal. The story warns us some will listen and some won’t. Some will respond and join the family, others will drift away. But the farmer did nothing wrong. He threw the seed everywhere he could. Let’s ask for some good soil!
I go back to the airport Tuesday at 1am to get two more. Remember their travel.
Remember my colleagues and I as we get them oriented and acclimated to this new place. Remember the students as they prepare to teach classes. They will all be teaching at colleges here in the city. It will be a great chance for us to build new relationships and sow the seed broadly.
Last night some of our team and the volunteers met before the throne together. We talked about a chapter of Matt. The story of the sower is their goal. The story warns us some will listen and some won’t. Some will respond and join the family, others will drift away. But the farmer did nothing wrong. He threw the seed everywhere he could. Let’s ask for some good soil!
I go back to the airport Tuesday at 1am to get two more. Remember their travel.
Monday, May 15, 2006
Airport Runs...
Monday (one year anniversary of the elections) went fine. There was no trouble that I have heard of. I was out some and didn’t see anything that looked different than normal. We are thankful that all went well and all are safe.
Tuesday will be my first telling of a story at our group. Ask that I remember the story. Ask that the truth is evident. Ask that a community forms among the group as we gather together. Ask that fruit will come from these meetings.
I realized something tonight. During the summer months we go from airport run to airport run. I’ll be there 6 times or so in the next two weeks. My first was Saturday; my second was tonight. I will go back and forth, picking people up and dropping others off. This is the beginning of the end. It will only seem like tomorrow and it will be my time to stay at the airport.
The thought is full of anticipation and nervousness. I love this place I love these people. I have built wonderful relationships with nationals and expats. And as you know at one time I wasn’t sure that would ever happen. It will be tough to leave. But at the same time I am excited to see what the next step of my journey holds. Who will I spend time with? What will I do? The future will tell.
Ask that I will finish the time here strong. Ask that great things will happen with the time left. Ask for guidance as I prepare for the future.
Also tonight there will be two people sleeping in my house. Eventually before I leave there will be only me. A week and a half from tonight, there will be seven. Ask for patience. Ask for wisdom as I again learn to live with new people. Ask for grace as we learn to deal with each others shortcomings.
Tuesday will be my first telling of a story at our group. Ask that I remember the story. Ask that the truth is evident. Ask that a community forms among the group as we gather together. Ask that fruit will come from these meetings.
I realized something tonight. During the summer months we go from airport run to airport run. I’ll be there 6 times or so in the next two weeks. My first was Saturday; my second was tonight. I will go back and forth, picking people up and dropping others off. This is the beginning of the end. It will only seem like tomorrow and it will be my time to stay at the airport.
The thought is full of anticipation and nervousness. I love this place I love these people. I have built wonderful relationships with nationals and expats. And as you know at one time I wasn’t sure that would ever happen. It will be tough to leave. But at the same time I am excited to see what the next step of my journey holds. Who will I spend time with? What will I do? The future will tell.
Ask that I will finish the time here strong. Ask that great things will happen with the time left. Ask for guidance as I prepare for the future.
Also tonight there will be two people sleeping in my house. Eventually before I leave there will be only me. A week and a half from tonight, there will be seven. Ask for patience. Ask for wisdom as I again learn to live with new people. Ask for grace as we learn to deal with each others shortcomings.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Elections...
Tomorrow (Monday) is a big day here. It is one year from the elections that began the chaos of the last year. There was once a time when a riot in this country stayed on CNN.com for a couple days. Now it is gone only a few hours after being posted.
In the last year we have seen numerous riots, city shut downs, and bombings. Riots often involve several killings and unbelievable numbers of arrests (both deserved and undeserved). The bombs have killed a few and the last several have begun to target local transport. Someone is trying to kill innocents. No one has claimed responsibility or given any reason for the bombings. City shut downs hurts the people. When people can’t work they can’t provide for their families. I think they forget this part when they try to do protests by not going to work.
Join me in asking that tomorrow will be peaceful. Ask that the people here will begin to find solutions for the disagreements.
In the last year we have seen numerous riots, city shut downs, and bombings. Riots often involve several killings and unbelievable numbers of arrests (both deserved and undeserved). The bombs have killed a few and the last several have begun to target local transport. Someone is trying to kill innocents. No one has claimed responsibility or given any reason for the bombings. City shut downs hurts the people. When people can’t work they can’t provide for their families. I think they forget this part when they try to do protests by not going to work.
Join me in asking that tomorrow will be peaceful. Ask that the people here will begin to find solutions for the disagreements.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
News...
I want to share some news with you. One item is personal and the other has to do with the city here. If any of you keep up with international news you know we have seen some trouble in recent days. Problems have been going on in the city for over a year. They started because of disagreements with the most recent election.
In the last couple months protests have turned to bombings. We have no idea who is responsible for the bombings, although lots of accusations are being thrown out. Apparently yesterday there were at least 8 bombs killing a few and injuring more. I am fine as are my friends and colleagues. We know however that this place is a ticking bomb all together. People aren’t happy and they have no way to deal with it appropriately. Please ask for peace in this city and safety for those of us here.
On a personal note, I am currently making plans to conclude my time here around the first week of September. Thank you for those who have continued to seek wisdom with me. I believe it has been made clear to this point that I am to make preparations to go. This is not set in stone. I still want to be open to his leading and may decide to stay and continue work here, but I don’t anticipate that at the moment.
Currently I am planning to go see my Mom and Dad and Whitney before heading back across the pond. Once I get back I have no idea what will follow. I’ll continue to seek his wisdom.
I also want you to know I was able to start a story group last week. We started 2 different ones last week. I hope to start another soon. We meet weekly to share and discuss a story from the scripture. This is a huge thing as it is a large part of our strategy. My group is an interesting one made of both family members and those yet to join us. Ask for wisdom as I tread the waters in between the two perspectives. (We also have three different religions represented.)
In the last couple months protests have turned to bombings. We have no idea who is responsible for the bombings, although lots of accusations are being thrown out. Apparently yesterday there were at least 8 bombs killing a few and injuring more. I am fine as are my friends and colleagues. We know however that this place is a ticking bomb all together. People aren’t happy and they have no way to deal with it appropriately. Please ask for peace in this city and safety for those of us here.
On a personal note, I am currently making plans to conclude my time here around the first week of September. Thank you for those who have continued to seek wisdom with me. I believe it has been made clear to this point that I am to make preparations to go. This is not set in stone. I still want to be open to his leading and may decide to stay and continue work here, but I don’t anticipate that at the moment.
Currently I am planning to go see my Mom and Dad and Whitney before heading back across the pond. Once I get back I have no idea what will follow. I’ll continue to seek his wisdom.
I also want you to know I was able to start a story group last week. We started 2 different ones last week. I hope to start another soon. We meet weekly to share and discuss a story from the scripture. This is a huge thing as it is a large part of our strategy. My group is an interesting one made of both family members and those yet to join us. Ask for wisdom as I tread the waters in between the two perspectives. (We also have three different religions represented.)
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Wedding, etc....
Last week I was able to go to a friends wedding. I put some pictures on the right. (Hope you know you can click on a picture and see an entire slideshow.) It was a good time with Teddy and his new wife Fasika.
They married five couples at the same time. There was lots of dancing and singing. Two priests spoke. I had no idea what was being said, but I did the best I could to take lots of pictures. When I hit the States I’ll have to let someone go through and pick the good ones out of the thousands I’ve kept.
It was interesting how different it was than the wedding I was just at in the States. There were a lot of similarities, but a distinct difference put in place by the differing cultures.
Teddy and Fasika did something really cool at the end. They went down to a covered walk at the end. Under this walkway were seated the super poor of the community. Teddy, Fasika, and their wedding party went along and gave a meal to them. It was very interesting to watch these who clearly had nothing wait for a plate of food. It made me wonder what that would look like in the States. Could Mark and Missy have walked right out on the street in Houston and shared some of the meal we at with the poor who would gather on the streets?
It made me think a lot about my own wedding. Of course I have to get a few things in line before that happens, like a real job, I probably should own a couple things, oh yeah I need to find a girl. But I wondered what would it look like to intentionally take the favorite things from my culture and my favorite things from this culture and blend them? Maybe we’ll find a way to invite the poor to the celebration. Seems to me it would be in line with what the master would do.
Things to remember:
Thanks. Sorry this is such a different format than normal. I don’t receive the satisfaction I once did from writing on this thing. Hopefully I will find some stories to share soon. A few of you keep coming and I want to honor that.
They married five couples at the same time. There was lots of dancing and singing. Two priests spoke. I had no idea what was being said, but I did the best I could to take lots of pictures. When I hit the States I’ll have to let someone go through and pick the good ones out of the thousands I’ve kept.
It was interesting how different it was than the wedding I was just at in the States. There were a lot of similarities, but a distinct difference put in place by the differing cultures.
Teddy and Fasika did something really cool at the end. They went down to a covered walk at the end. Under this walkway were seated the super poor of the community. Teddy, Fasika, and their wedding party went along and gave a meal to them. It was very interesting to watch these who clearly had nothing wait for a plate of food. It made me wonder what that would look like in the States. Could Mark and Missy have walked right out on the street in Houston and shared some of the meal we at with the poor who would gather on the streets?
It made me think a lot about my own wedding. Of course I have to get a few things in line before that happens, like a real job, I probably should own a couple things, oh yeah I need to find a girl. But I wondered what would it look like to intentionally take the favorite things from my culture and my favorite things from this culture and blend them? Maybe we’ll find a way to invite the poor to the celebration. Seems to me it would be in line with what the master would do.
Things to remember:
- Still trying to make a decision regarding staying here another year.
- My sister is headed to Tanzania. She will begin orientation May 30, two days after Mom and Dad fly out.
- They have found my grandfather has cancer. They are doing tests to find the damage and come up with ways to fight it.
- I’ve been talking for a while about story groups here. Two will start this week. I will lead one, while a colleague leads another. I hope to start a second shortly after this one.
Thanks. Sorry this is such a different format than normal. I don’t receive the satisfaction I once did from writing on this thing. Hopefully I will find some stories to share soon. A few of you keep coming and I want to honor that.
